why oh why

poor me, still can not sleep however i tried! tired, sleepy but i could not sleep, why? that's the question that i have not got the answer till this second.

i don't have any insomnia before, i am very easy to fall sleep last time, i just got insomnia since month ago, i think since the day break up =(

guys, don't tell me that only him can help me to cover my insomnia, it's impossible, i don't want to fall to the same hole for the fourth times, says am stupid enough for did the same mistake for three times, now no more stupid me!!!!!

some of my friends already realized that i no more wore a ring in my left, yes they right, i taken up the ring since week ago, i keeps it in my rest room LOL. it's meaning less now, i am not the owner of it anymore, Ring...let's find your owner by yourself ok =)

very lucky me have a best daddy in the world, still being daddy's little daughter of the age of 24 in next 2 weeks, yesterday morning sms daddy for help, in any condition, daddy never says no to me, daddy still there to help me, how to get a future hb as good as my daddy??

i will travel back to J-town by tomorrow morning flight, hope to have a fun trip in there, and really hope my s pass can be approve by early january 2009 so i will be start the new job after my holiday...Lord help me yeah...but if the s pass is not approved by the MOM then i will be fine too, there is should be something better for me!!!

ganbatte for myself, work hard, pray hard. and u can get what u want, cia yo cia yooooooo xoxo

listening to "why oh why" by juwita suwito, the lyric:

a moment i can pretend
a sorry i should have said
with both of u being the space
takes my heart of bright away
i just wasn't pretend


in perfection that what i am
confusion just to get sad
i guess that i shouldn't pretend
to love u anyway
i won't give up again

so tell me why oh why should there be a reason to love
why oh why i don't need to know what i want
love it is but being with u
and with u i know why

the one day i will take with me
the eyes n the smile so t
every times i think about u
u make everything seem bright
u make wishes come true

if only i knew u need is some love
i wouldn't given that what u deserve
that is no one else...

anyone have the original lyric of this song? i write it when i listened to the song, some still missing, some maybe not right, so i need the original one....

WOW...someone sent me a link to this song's lyric, thank u so much, really thanks ya...! readers, here we go with the right lyric...am sorry for previous lyric, there is alot of wrong text hihihi!

The moment I can‘t pretend
The sorry I should have said
The thought of you being in despair
Tears my heart up right away
I just wasn’t prepared

Imperfection that’s what I am
Confusion just to get sad
I guess that I shouldn’t pretend to love you anyway
I won’t give up again

So tell me why oh why
Should there be a reason to love
Why oh why
I don’t need another
I want nothing else but being with you
And with you I know why

The one thing I’ll take with me
The eyes that smile so tenderly
Every time I think about you
You may carry things seem right
You make wishes come true

So tell me why oh why
Should there be a reason to love
Why oh why
I don’t need another
I want nothing else but being with you
And with you I know why

If only I knew what you need was some love
I would have given you the best that you deserve
There’s no one else I’d rather share my life than with you
Think of what’s between us
And love will help to guide us

Why oh why
Should there be a reason to love
Why oh why
I don’t need another
I want nothing else but being with you
And with you I know why


meaningful and i love it. thx for my buddy who copied for me this song xox

why oh why...heehhehe forget it!!!

love ya all...cup cup...xoxo